i teach primary and secondary - mostly primary. This semester i said yes, to 30 classes a week. thats six a day, which is wearing me down. Feeling it especially now having been doing it since feb.
Anyway, i know when i dont deliver a good class, or my intentions are lacking, i think any teacher knows this. Sure sometimes its hard to find new and interesting things to do with the the higher level students, and sometimes it goes pear shaped. but i think if you genuinely care about the kids then they feel that and appreciate it too.
Its when you go into auto mode or you have the weekend thoughts in mind and are just counting the days before you get one off mentality that you get those 'what am i doing here' thoughts.
well thats for me anyways.
As always its a mental adjustment thing that needed. Change your perspective, step back and have a look at the bigger picture, why are you here, doing what you are doing, look for the positives and recall the early weeks when you first arrived and hopefully were filled with wonder at it all.