Sorry you had to go through that.
Man, seeing my wife post-c section was scary. She was moaning and rocking, bleeding a lot and speaking in whispers. She was a pale shadow of the strong woman she usually is and it was scary. For about 4 hours my unadulterated joy at seeing my son was tempered by worry for my good lady. Thoughts about what the hell I would do without her were flashing in my mind all that time, then she woke up at one point and smiled at me... and I knew she was OK. The best part was seeing her cuddle my son for the first time the next day after the pain subsided!
Anyway, congrats again man. I hope you are getting as much joy as I am from being a father